Thanks Giving 2004 (Margie #3)

Nervous to come to your house

Knowing that people I don’t know will be there

Nicest people I have ever meet

You embrace me as if we have met

Your jello orange and full of carrots

Is beautiful and full of you

Friends, children

Grandchildren, Great grandchildren

You gave them your all

You followed your bliss

It is true that we have to be ourselves

And that it shines as a light house

Letting others see your light

You have given that light

To all of us

That love that has shined forth from you

Is in every one you met

Saving this world

By just allowing us to know you

I love you

I miss you

I treasure you

If Niche is slightly right

This world will continue

Again and again and again

Which is why we must live the life we choose

You did that, you followed your own heart

To your family

For your family

And you did it with love

Your life is the beacon of success

Thank you for sharing yourself

For being yourself

And for allowing us all to know you

What Im Good At

I hurt others

Not intentionally

But I do

I hurt others

It is something I am good at

Maybe the one thing I am good at

I want to heal people

I want to help people

I want to be that person

I cant help anybody

I cant heal anyone

I cant even be me

Who the hell am I?

I have no friends

Do you wonder why?

Its quite clear

I am very good

At what I do

And I hurt

And I cry

And I cant stand myself

To all of those that I have

Blown off

Not called

Ignored

Hurt

Named called

And worse

I am sorry

For what that is worth

Very little I think