A Conundrum

There is a line between

Desires and responsibilities

A line between

Duty and free expression

How do you mend this line?

Is their a balance?

Is there a way to have fun

And do what must be done?

The eight to five work week

While filling your free time

Like two hermits trapped in a box

While watching TV

Feels empty

How do I get my soul back?

How do I come alive?

Am I doomed?

 To listen to others?

What they want?

What they expect?

How I should behave?

All my life?

I am surrounded by allot of miserable people

Do I want to raise my kids

To become miserable

And follow the sins of the father?

I do not know how to live

I want to live

I want to find my bliss

And I want to follow that

Show me how I can blend this line