It can’t
be a midlife crises
Expiring
at fifty two
I hope I
have something to offer
to you
What to present
the world?
What
value to bring to your life?
What
gifts may I wrap?
What is
the significance?
The
purpose behind the living?
The light
in the shadows?
The
godhead becoming?
Finding
meaning and purpose
A life
quest
Dead in
the grave
What
shall I leave behind?
To be or
not to be?
Am I or
am I not?
To live
or to not?
There are
many robots
Is it
enough to be a good person
Nice to
all that you can be?
Is it
enough to live every day to its fullest
To have a
worth while experience every minute?
Is it
enough to understand?
There
truly is no point?
The
universe is not personal?
Is god
truly dead?
Or are we
the aged and decrepit?
Unable to
feel
Too fat
to swim
To hooked
to move
I am a
blip
So fast
yet infinite
Is there
an echo?
Pain and
pleasure
Disgust
and beauty
Damage
and revitalization
I hope I
didn’t wound you
Asserting
existence
The land
of should
Has fallen
away
The dragon
has been cut
Its scales
shed
The camel
births a lion
Falling
down
Up and
sideways
Drowning into
The bright
center
Is there
a difference between
Destiny and
catastrophe?
Is it
that individual?
Or is it reflection?
Narcissistic
manifestation
I can’t
stand hypocrites
I pray to
god
I am to
deaf to hear an answer
Teach me
how
To be
like you
Follow every
rule
Bursting bubbles
in the hall
With no
room to hear the fall
Can you
help me?
I am not
my wear
I am not
my body
My body
is the temple
Of my
essence
If you
are to judge me
Judge me
by my smile
The brown
glair of my being
If I am
to judge you
I hate to
judge you
I am a
hypocrite