Full of Fear

I am dead

Smothered with a pillow

My own person

Being destroyed

I want to shout

To the world

I want to stand

At the edge of a cliff

And just

Shout

YES!!!

To Life

I want to allow

Ecstasy and joy

To over take

My human limitations

I want to sit

 With delight

And consent to it

To over take me

But

There are too many

Buts

But

I am human

And

I am

Full of fear