What Im Good At

I hurt others

Not intentionally

But I do

I hurt others

It is something I am good at

Maybe the one thing I am good at

I want to heal people

I want to help people

I want to be that person

I cant help anybody

I cant heal anyone

I cant even be me

Who the hell am I?

I have no friends

Do you wonder why?

Its quite clear

I am very good

At what I do

And I hurt

And I cry

And I cant stand myself

To all of those that I have

Blown off

Not called

Ignored

Hurt

Named called

And worse

I am sorry

For what that is worth

Very little I think